hm... hari ni.. rasa mcm makin lega..
good things take a minute to go, but the bad stay long.. aku ni xpandai sgt nak luah2 apa yang ada dalam fikiran kat blog etc. i'd rather dump those dlm hati, simpan elok2, ada masa berangan. hehe..
21st may 1030pm till 0330am 22nd may 2010. something like very odd happened. susah utk org mcm aku nk bgtau apa yg actually happn. sape2 yang berjaya hack skype aku..tau lah.. n fiera..tau almost 40% of the story.. sorry fiera..mcm2 aku dh cite tp still byk yg lacking. cz im a dumb in story telling. complete story, ada dlm otak, hati, secara tersusun. tapi bila keluarkan, jadi huru-hara. but isnt that good?? kan? at least aku x beban kan otak manusia lain dgn full set of story aku yg hs nothing to do dgn diorang. aku telah selamatkan byk otak rupanya! hahaha.. but still..apa yg berlaku tu.. kind of..rahmat dari Allah. aku bersyukur sgt sbb Dia bagi dia dkt aku. Allah masih sayangkan aku. betul ckp ust hamdi, kita kena bersangka baik dgn Allah..
he's kinda 천사 or what?
hm.. i dont deserve you young man.. i do sins every single day. n i keep repenting. then another sin and repentance. and another set of it.. it keep cont.. bukan aku xckp bnd ni kat dia.. "kau deserve better..byk lagi org yg jauh lg baik dr aku. tp knape Allah bagi kau kat aku..? pegi ah." but then the reply ws like.. hm aku xnk bgtau kat sini cz it was awesomely wonderful. bukan ayat2 jiwang manusia lebam bercinta kat luar sana tu.. tp ayat dia boleh buat kita rasa nak..tinggalkan kejahilan! huhu seems too strong..
semoga aku dijauhakn dr mensyirikkan Allah.. last week was my learning week. ive learn a lot bout guys.. thousands of credit to my ustaz. such a fatherly person. n you young man.
subhanAllah..besarnya kuasa Dia.
betul cakap hadith.. kalau Allah nak terbalikkan bumi ni, bila-bila masa je..
apatah lagi hati manusia. hanya seketul daging, yg mungkin hitam, mungkin putih, mungkin semakin putih.
in case u terbaca post ni.. i cried that night bukan sbb sedih with your decision. bt im touched, amazed, stunned, flabbergasted, and dumbfounded. if i nangis bcz of ur decision, i xkan stay online for that long. n thanks for your precious time.
i love Allah. because He loves both of us. :'(
good things take a minute to go, but the bad stay long.. aku ni xpandai sgt nak luah2 apa yang ada dalam fikiran kat blog etc. i'd rather dump those dlm hati, simpan elok2, ada masa berangan. hehe..
21st may 1030pm till 0330am 22nd may 2010. something like very odd happened. susah utk org mcm aku nk bgtau apa yg actually happn. sape2 yang berjaya hack skype aku..tau lah.. n fiera..tau almost 40% of the story.. sorry fiera..mcm2 aku dh cite tp still byk yg lacking. cz im a dumb in story telling. complete story, ada dlm otak, hati, secara tersusun. tapi bila keluarkan, jadi huru-hara. but isnt that good?? kan? at least aku x beban kan otak manusia lain dgn full set of story aku yg hs nothing to do dgn diorang. aku telah selamatkan byk otak rupanya! hahaha.. but still..apa yg berlaku tu.. kind of..rahmat dari Allah. aku bersyukur sgt sbb Dia bagi dia dkt aku. Allah masih sayangkan aku. betul ckp ust hamdi, kita kena bersangka baik dgn Allah..
he's kinda 천사 or what?
hm.. i dont deserve you young man.. i do sins every single day. n i keep repenting. then another sin and repentance. and another set of it.. it keep cont.. bukan aku xckp bnd ni kat dia.. "kau deserve better..byk lagi org yg jauh lg baik dr aku. tp knape Allah bagi kau kat aku..? pegi ah." but then the reply ws like.. hm aku xnk bgtau kat sini cz it was awesomely wonderful. bukan ayat2 jiwang manusia lebam bercinta kat luar sana tu.. tp ayat dia boleh buat kita rasa nak..tinggalkan kejahilan! huhu seems too strong..
semoga aku dijauhakn dr mensyirikkan Allah.. last week was my learning week. ive learn a lot bout guys.. thousands of credit to my ustaz. such a fatherly person. n you young man.
u wanna do what u never wanted to do.
u said things tht u hate other people know u've said.
u're trying to hate others passion and yours sometimes ago.
u saved what others like to spend.
u did things that ive never expected to see n u've never expected to show.
it ws so sudden.
betul cakap hadith.. kalau Allah nak terbalikkan bumi ni, bila-bila masa je..
apatah lagi hati manusia. hanya seketul daging, yg mungkin hitam, mungkin putih, mungkin semakin putih.
in case u terbaca post ni.. i cried that night bukan sbb sedih with your decision. bt im touched, amazed, stunned, flabbergasted, and dumbfounded. if i nangis bcz of ur decision, i xkan stay online for that long. n thanks for your precious time.
i love Allah. because He loves both of us. :'(
4 bucks inside:
post kau yg terbaik coz ad nama aku okey! yeahhh~
ap yg terjadi suma ad hikmahnya. jgn ikutkan hati and cakap yg bkn2 pada dia sbb sememangnya dia syg kau.cukup2 salahkan diri kau 100%. manusia sememangnya tdk sempurna. chill girl! :)
hehe..seronok ada name ko eh..nanti semua post aku ltak lagi..fiera bdk gila bdk gila bdk gila. hehe btw thanks babe. ;)
dika..dika..dika...huhuhu...da besar da ko rupernyer.... dia tuh sape...?? someone yg aku agak kenal ke..?
hmm ko kenal kot wani.. tahla, ;)
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